Thursday, October 29, 2009

 

Happy Birthday Mum!

i know i've not been a good daughter

i started to puff
i started to drink
i started to hang out late
i started to talk back
i started to hurl vulgarities
i started to spend money unwisely
i started to grow up

&you thought i was turning astray

but when i'm home straight after school
but when i'm quiet listening to your nags
but when i'm learning to save money
but when tears slowly roll down my reddened cheeks
but as you watched me grow through all these years

deep down in my heart,
i'm still that girl who wants you to feed her when she's sick.
i still wants to fall in your embrace like how you hug me when i'm still a baby
i still need you to love &care for me

you should realize beatings &scoldings no longer works
i'll retaliate if you beat
i'll scream if you scold

I want you to know, you created me &then you ruined me but i love you.
I just don't want to show it out.


Time for school! SES test. goodluck!

This isn't how it should be 1st thing in the morning
Subside that heart wrenching pain for me, will you?

posted by Valentina Teoyina 11:45 AM