Monday, November 3, 2008

 

another teary ngt &i only manage to slp @ 2plus finally &wake @ 7am, tht's motherfucking early alrgts?!? intend to stay @ home whole day tdy w/o dng any bs transcations as my eyes is soooo swollen. fall bck aslp @8plus &nw im awake (: so wht?!? ==

ive tried to be thr for my frnds whn thy're upset or whn thy nd someone, but im used to hiding thgs up alone &until ystd, i finally nd someone, rly rly someone to be thr, giving me advice, wht to do &blah blah but i find no one. the world seems so cold &cruel.
indeed, no matter wht happens to me, the world jus kip spinning &turning &wont stop for even a sec for me.

lately ive been thinkg bout' wht i cn do. i can't go on this way, i got to stop it baby. you've been wonderful in all tht you cn be, but it hurts whn you say tht you uds me.
so believe me, im sorry, rly sorry

i wanted you to be thr whn i fall
i wanted you to see me thru it all
i wanted you to be the one i loved
i wanted you to hold me in my slp
i wanted you to show me wht i nd
i wanted you to knw jus hw dwn deep ( iloveyou )

i wanted you to swip away the tears frm my face
i wanted you to be the only reason for my breathing
i wanted you to hug me like you've nvr did before
i wanted you to hang a big smile on your face for me
i wanted you to take my hrt away with you

im so sorry baby
i'll always rmb hw we came close
to be hw i wanted it to be


btw ppl, i'll only be inviting SOME ppl into my p.b, so leave you emails &i'll invite you, but pls dont be so thickskin ok? if you thnk i wont invite you pls dont leave you email,ltr you throw face idk ah. dont thnk i'll invite everyone tht leave email, only SOME. tht's close to me.

tag replies:

JEREMY: Glenna ^.^ i tagged. what happpen!?
Glenna: JEREMY! nthg (: jus some hrtachg moments in life.

Ling: ur ltst post, is wut euu've told me on msn? c, me n bren foreva wun b 2nd, i noe it too wel. anyway, cheers, do learn hw to tink for him too! (:
Glenna: you &bren 2nd k? (: shld be? i forget wht i tell you alr. gime ur email.

your sweetest dear ever: relink
Glenna: relink alr la! eee, wht sweetest dear ever, bitter la! ha, gime ur email (:

theresa: hellos girl, so long never see you le takecares. see you around. anw im fine, what bout you?
Glenna: hey! yup, so longgg. you takecare too yea? thr's always some ups &dwns in life but yup!, im fine :D

Shiyu (:: Cheer up las ! XD see you soon yo !
Glenna: ok, thks.

posted by Valentina Teoyina 1:14 PM